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When I was around 4 yrs old my make cousins who were 5 and 7 sexually abused and humiliated me.  Our mothers worked so we stayed together after school got out at their house and an elderly lady that lived next door checked on us.  My 5 yr old cousin was the worst.  He took my clothes one day and pushed me outside in front of alltheir friends one day.   They would not really make me touch them much but they did awful things to me.  This went on every day until summer.  We then stayed with our great aunt and uncle and I stuck with her l

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Just now thinking about this again and I need help finally working thru this.

We live in a sick world and I am so sorry for your pain. You are not responsible for anything that happened and you need to remind yourself of this every time it pops in your head! You are the victim. Do not beat yourself up! Bad crap happens all the time and I am very sorry that this happened to you. God loves you and you are not to blame. Press on and focus on your husband and kids and refuse any feelings of guilt from sneaking in. Maybe your abusers do have regrets, but I personally would stay away from them. I would inform my family of what happened in the past and refuse to be in the same room with them, dredges up too much pain that you don't deserve. Good luck and God bless!
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Hi there! I am so sorry you are going through this. I have been in your shoes and know how much it hurts. What you must understand is that he will not quit until he wants to quit. His love for you and your children won't change that. All that you have control over is whether you and your children should be subjected to this any longer. I know it's scary and it hurts, but sometimes you have to let someone go to save yourself. If he is unwilling to get help for his drinking then there is nothing you can do. He is alone in the house drinking while he watches the children at night. What if something happened? What if there was an emergency? These are all things I'm sure you've thought of, but food for thought all the same. I would highly suggest that you find the time to attend some alanon meetings. It's a great place for the loved ones of addicts/alcoholics to get support, learn about the disease, and learn how NOT to enable. I know you love him and this is and impossibly hard situation. You have to put you and your children first, though. Please keep posting and keeping us updated. This is a wonderful, loving place full of support. Take care of yourself and try to keep your head up.
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Congrats on your clean days!   I agree, those wds help us to not want to do it again.   One thing I am aware of is that I dont need a "reason" to crave the drugs..................I (we) just randomly want them.  It isn't when I lose a friend, stub my toe, or get angry at a loved one.   It can be a simple breeze on my face that or any other unknown thing that just pops that thought right into my head. I know this passes though.   With time.    I am so happy for you and have remembered you in my prayers. hugs tzt
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day 4

So good to hear! Do you have plans for aftercare in place?
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Help with celiac

If your doc believes it's celiac he's going to suggest some testing, so don't change his diet quite yet. He needs to stay on his current diet to hopefully get a correct diagnosis. Once the testing is done and if he is celiac, he's going to need to be gluten free. That means any form of wheat, rye, barley and possibly oats needs to be removed from his diet. If the doc wants to do blood testing make sure he tests IgA and IgG gliadin, total IgA levels, and transglutaminase levels. You may also want to ask about testing for cross-reactivity to casein, the major protein in dairy. Many celiac have a problem with that, too. A suggestion, even if the tests come back negative, give gluten-free a try for a number of weeks. The tests aren't 100% accurate (even the biopsy when it's done), There are one heck of a number of people who turn up negative on the tests, but still have a gluten issue which they finally figure out when they take charge and give gluten-free eating a try. Surprising, but true.
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Thanks to all who helped. Now it's time for me to say goodbye.

Well, do what is best for you, but usually going to meetings and posting on this site work hand-in-hand. No matter, I wish you only success and happiness.
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Hi I don't think you are over-reacting.  If anything, your post is coherent regarding facts but it also shows your pain, fear and frustration.  Can your mother control her psychotic episodes?  It seems like this was the beginning of your dental ordeal.  You said you took drugs in the past.  When did you stop?  There might have been some left over "build-up" from them that interfered with their inability to anesthetize you.  It sounds like a horrible ordeal you went through. Whatever you did in the past is irrelevant to me.  You're hurting now and I can understand your feelings of being violated.  The dentist's comments and behavior sounds like a real a**hole.  When I had my wisdom teeth removed the dentist gave me antibiotics a week before and pain killers for later.  I also refused to be anesthetized, just frozen.  It sounds like even freezing didn't work for you, if I am reading your comments accurately. Overall, it sounds like this dentist was somewhat of a sadist - telling you he had no more compassion for you, continuing with the extractions without anesthetic, accusing you of taking street drugs.  Didn't they do any blood tests before the extractions and would they not have found drugs in your system if you were taking them?  When he noticed how much pain you were in, why didn't he stop doing the extractions?  It sounds like torture to me.  I had to have these tests done and most folks I know have the blood tests done and have been put on antibiotics before going through such extensive dental work.  It seems like not only was this dentist incompetent he was sadistic as well. I wish I could take your pain away, both the physical and the emotional.  What happened to you could end up as PTSD.  Do you have someone to talk to about what happened?  Maybe you can catch the PTSD before it escalates.  Going to the ER would  be helpful too. Hopefully, the lawyer can help you deal with what happened. You must be an incredibly strong and brave woman to have had so many teeth taken out without any freezing or anesthetic. I don't understand how something like this could happen, particularly when there were nurses and others in the OR and saw what was happening. Big hugs to you .... wolf Hope you can get some help regarding the "shape of your mouth" and the pain.
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Welcome to the Forum.  In regards to your Son, there are a number of ways to approach him and ask him about his addiction but, in my experience as a recovering addict, the chances are he is in denial about his addiction or doesn't want you knowing about it.  Secondly, until your son decides that he wants help to get off the pills, there's not really anything you can do.  The first and most important part of this battle is having a will and a desire to want to stop ~ we normally back away when this is being forced on us, or at least I did.   Vicodin was one of my drugs of choice and I have been clean for over a month now - I don't know too much about weaning as I came off the pills cold turkey but I know there are lots of threads on here and also people who did wean and may be able to offer advice on tapering amounts etc.  Going cold turkey off the pills is a comittment that the addict has to deal with every single day.  They physical withdrawals are hell but they pass after a number of days - it resembles a bad, bad case of the flu.  Once the physical ailments have passed, the mental ones hit like a ton of bricks - these are harder to deal with which is where the committment and desire (stronger than the need for the pills) comes into play.  He has to want to do this himself honey and no matter what happens, admitting his addiction and wanting to quit (for himself and not you or anyone else) is essential and key to his recovery.  Personally, I had to hit my bottom before I could even think about living life on life's terms without my magic pills. Is there any way you could get your son to log onto the Forum and read some of these posts.  It is very possible that the symptoms you described him going through were a result of cold turkey withdrawal.  Please keep reading and posting . . . Vicky
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Anxiety? im not sure...

I love talking about poop. Stress, anxiety, anger, frustration, fear, et al can throw many of our systems out of whack and that's what this sounds like to me. During times of stress we don't always eat right, or we eat too fast, or we eat junk, which then lands in our stomachs which are probably already messed up from too much acid from too much stress and the food isn't digested correctly, it doesn't enter our lower intestines the way it should, in neat orderly sequences. Then you start thinking about one of these issues that is obviously driving you starkers, causing mild anxiety attacks which dump adrenaline into our systems and for some scientifically unknown reason, the part of our brain that controls poop suddenly decides that NOW is the time to jettison any excess "baggage." There probably is a medical term for this phenomenom.........."Poop Panic," "EPE," (Emergency Poop Evacuation) "Sudden Stool Syndrome," "Fast-forward Fecal Failure." I'm not making fun of you or your distress, Bonny. But what is happening to you is quite common for a great many of us. I'm sure it's just a nervous reaction to the stress your under. You don't say how long this has been going on, but if it's been much longer than about 2 weeks, I'd suggest talking with your doctor. This could be a mild bacterial infection or somehow the "flaura and fauna" in your digestive system is out of balance. Check your diet. Drink LOTS of water. Eat fiber rich foods. Avoid dairy for awhile with the exception of yogurt. Cut down on caffeinated beverages. Spicy foods. Give your gut a rest while you work this stuff out, but DO eat. Maybe follow the RICE diet for a couple days........... I hope you'll let us know how you're doing, perhaps your response will help someone else who is going through the same thing. Take care Peace Greenlydia  
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Day 30

YOU are doing just Wonderful!! Keep it up, Keep pushing.. No body can stop you now.. Bless
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