Is there anyone who can successfully do this?
Since, I'm assuming, you're under a doctor's care, and are getting meds from the doctor, then my suggestion would be that you tell your doctor that although you have legit pain issues you've found yourself "dependent" on the drug (you can avoid using the addict word, or, better still, tell your doc the truth - whatever is most comfortable for you).
Self medicating for any reason is very dangerous, as you're finding. You really need to get your doctor on board. My opinion. And by the way, hundreds of addicts have stopped using and are now living life in recovery.
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