Losing my ever loving mind
Since you see the neuro on Tuesday you will have an expert study your situation, so there is no reason to be afraid now. Presently there is no professional diagnosis of your brain that indicates a problem exists, so you are in no position to be making up worst case scenarios and running what-if calculations - you are not a medical professional so best to leave it to them to analyze you instead. Not everyone can deal with anxiety easily but lots have overcome whatever mental block is in their heads and found a way to relax, so there is lots of reason for you to be hopeful.
All your "symptoms" could be things you had before - most of them look like typical anxiety symptoms btw. Anxiety is making you over-analyze your body looking for clues to a mystery disease that no doc has diagnosed you with.
I can't diagnose you but neither can you, so best to leave it to doc. You don't study how an airplane's engine works and try to predict if the engine is in good shape before you take a flight because you trust the professionals - same situation should apply here.
btw, there are lots of diseases more likely for a person to have than the one you are focused on, and since you aren't worried about them try to relax and not worry. Read More At : ...